Hi Bailey, Just wondering, have you ever considered your sexuality and how that might affect your relationship? Did that scare you? I have a boyfriend who I love very much but I have also recognised that I can be sexually attracted to women (on-screen/strangers). I haven't been sexually involved with a woman, nor do I plan to and not emotionally either. What are your thoughts?
i think attraction is something that, for many people, can be very flexible and fluid. i am not sexually attracted to women but i guess you can say i can be physically attracted to them in the most corporal sense of the word, like… i find many women incredibly beautiful and can admire them, but i do not have a desire to engage sexually with them.
to me, it seems like your attraction to women is not detrimental to your current relationship (which you seem happy in) and though it might feel a little scary, i think it’s completely normal and natural.
everyone feels attraction differently and i think sometimes we can surprise ourselves with who we find appealing. i don’t think there is anything wrong with it at all and that there’s nothing for you to worry about as long as you feel comfortable and happy with yourself and your relationship with your boyfriend. :)
my new job is very fast-paced (which is tricky for me) and it is pretty hard. it’s also good and i am learning a lot but i really really wish i could screenprint my own things and not just the bajillion orders that come in for other people haha
Stop being paralyzed. Stop swallowing your words. Stop caring what other people think. Wear what you want. Say what you want. Listen to the music you want to listen to. Play it loud as fuck and dance to it. Go out for a drive at midnight and forget that you have school the next day.
Stop waiting for Friday. Live now. Do it now. Take risks. Tell secrets. This life is yours. When are you going to realize that you can do whatever you want? ❞
i found a luna moth caterpillar on my run this morning and it was so cute and bright